Wednesday, July 21, 2004

I went to Diablo Canyon the other day. I have lived in New Mexico for 2 years now, and I had never gone. It is so incredibly beautiful there. I got down into the old dried up river bed, and I stood with my head tilted up, and the rain gently falling on my face staring at the huge cliff faces. I find myself longing to go back. Preferably durring the late afternoon...around sunset. I think it would be amazing.

I was reminded of a place I used to go hiking in Pecos called Jack's Creek. If you drive all the way to the top of the canyon, which is a good 45 minute drive, you hit Jack's Creek. You can look down into the canyon, and see all the little nooks that you can't otherwise see. I used to take my dog Jack up there. He's a beautiful white fluffy great pyrnees with the softest coat I have ever touched, (unless he hasn't been brushed) with these endearing love-filled deep brown eyes, that just pull you in, and make you say, "Awwwww." I trained him with fencing commands. I would say "Advance" and he would walk towards me. "Halt" and he would stop and sit. "Retreat" and he would actually walk backwards. He was such a great dog. Sometimes we would go to Panschuela, which is an awesome little creek tucked away on the mountain side. I haven't been there in over a year. I have nobody to go with.

*sigh* I hate my life sometimes.

Frank, I'm going to email you with a rant.

Current Mood: sad
Current Music: Nina Simone - Work Song

Monday, July 19, 2004

Your nephew is trying to talk me into buying him condoms....

The 13 year old: know what you can buy me?
squishedlizard: Already got you shit.
squishedlizard: Uhm....sometime on your birthday.
The 13 year old: well i need a box of condoms like the ones i stole from you
The 13 year old: i'm not fucking yet but just to have them ya know?
squishedlizard: LOL
squishedlizard: lmfao
squishedlizard: ask Frank.
The 13 year old: did
The 13 year old: he won't
squishedlizard: Shall we get you the flavored ones?
The 13 year old: do you like them?
squishedlizard: Why won't Frank do it? Probably for the same reason I won't.
The 13 year old: cuz if you do she might
The 13 year old: why won't you?
squishedlizard: What does it matter...if I like them....
squishedlizard: I am not going to support you having sex.
squishedlizard: Not that I think it's a bad idea...
squishedlizard: it's're 13.
The 13 year old: i dunno i just wanna know if women like them
The 13 year old: so
The 13 year old: james lathem did it at 12
squishedlizard: I'm sure you are idolizing Johnny Depp...
The 13 year old: lol
squishedlizard: He's your hero.
squishedlizard: lol
squishedlizard: Ew.
squishedlizard: wait. I knew that.
The 13 year old: lol you told me that one
squishedlizard: Johnny D was 13.
squishedlizard: I'm proud of him. That takes talent.
The 13 year old: well then you can be proud of me
squishedlizard: Anyway, my point is, you're 13...honestly, your dick can't be too big. It's entirely possible she'll see it, and run away. (I'm not trying to be a's just the facts of life)

You have been a very bad influence on the poor kid. He went on to tell me that he gets head, and/or a hand job every time he sees her, and he got a hand job in the movies the other night....HOW ICKY IS THIS?!?

Okay, I admit, it's no less icky that I have sex, but I'm not a 13 year old boy.

Current Mood: devious
Current Music: Big Bad VooDoo Daddy - Jump With My Baby
I didn't know it was possible to be this bored. I'm really fucking bored. I'm beyond bored...if only I knew what that stage was.

I joined FreshMeat last night. And I read a little SlashDot...and a little ThinkGeek browsing...


Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: Nirvana - Down In The Dark