Wednesday, December 03, 2003

I was thinking earlier about what I'm thankful for. My life isn't wonderful. I mean, hell, I don't have my Celica or RX-7, but it's pretty damn good, and I have a lot of things to be thankful for.

Like Edward. I'm very thankful for his love, and support, and for being a part of my life. Ever since I met him, I've been thankful for him. He can be a bit condesending, and mean sometimes, but he's a sweet person. He has a good heart, and a good mind. I wouldn't trade him for anything. More and more I realize that I love him and he's the person I should be with. I realize I was living without him before, well, I was with him, but now that I with him, I feel complete. I don't feel like I'm missing anything. He doesn't make me the person I am, but he makes me better than I am on my own.

I'm thankful that I've had the opportunity to pursue an education, and that I am capable of expressing my emotions. I'm thankful that I have a loving family, even though they all have some sort of psychological problem.

And I'm thankful for my friends. The few that I actually have.

Oh, and I'm thankful for good coffee, and good beer. Yummyness....

Current Mood: grateful

Monday, December 01, 2003

So I'm really wondering what's going on with my grades this semester. I want to know how I am doing in my classes, and all that good stuffs. Yes, I said STUFFS.

I've been spending most of my time painting, reading, or thinking. Last night I did 6 paintings. 6 watercolors:

1) Dark dark blue mountains against a red sky with pink clouds.

2) A twisted tree.

3) An eye.

4) A pair of lips.

5) A dock in the bay.

6) A black and white painting of a man. Inspired by Robert Smith of The Cure.

I think there was actually 7 paintings, but I can't remember the other one. Eh. Oh well. It'll come to me...

I've also, recently, finished reading "Paperback Original" by Will Rhode. It's a good book. Now I'm looking for something else to read. Maybe I'll finish reading "Midnight In The Garden of Good And Evil"

So earlier, about an hour ago or so, Edward and I were at Java Joe's. It's a good coffee shop, and the owner is really cool. One of the drink specials for this season is Hot Apple Cider with Caramel, all-spice and cloves. I ordered a 20oz Hot Cider with a shot of espresso. It turned out really, really good. I'm lovin' this drink.

Oh, so, yeah, I should be in Math Class right now, but I went to the class room, around 1:30pm when I always go (30 minutes late) and nobody was there, so here I am at the computer lab being bored. I'm about to go, however, and study for my Logic & Critical Thinking quiz. Tchau.

Current Mood: scarred