Friday, January 20, 2006

fucking emotions

I'm really not sure what to say right now. I just feel as though I should write. I awoke this morning to an IM from someone I hadn't talked to in a while. It was sweet. Talking about missing me. But at the same time, it made me horribly sad. In a lot of ways, I don't want to feel anything. It's very hard to think back on the situation and not feel sadness. I just felt so overwhelmed.

I was cleaning yesterday and found something I wrote about it years ago. Years and years ago. It's so.......wow.

I need to make some serious decisions about my life...about what's good for me, and what's good for my emotional health. I need to be a stronger person sometimes so things like this won't hurt so much.

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