Wednesday, December 28, 2005

convo with my brother

FFHotshot716: i have a question
squishedlizard: kay
FFHotshot716: why do you think frank and i need to go to rochester
squishedlizard: check out asians
squishedlizard: doesn't matter though. we can't go this week.
squishedlizard: I think it'd be fun, and I'd like to spend that time with you guys.
FFHotshot716: i think there is some shit beside that
squishedlizard: no dude, that's it.
squishedlizard: what? are you mad at me too?
FFHotshot716: just thinking about what frank informed me of
squishedlizard: and what's that?
squishedlizard: Cause honestly, he said he's mad at me, but he won't fucking tell me jack shit.
squishedlizard: I thought he had enough respect for me to tell me why he's upset with me, but I guess not.
FFHotshot716: because he thinks you want us to go and be whores and shit and thats the only reason you want us to go because he thinks you think that he is anti social and needs to go out because he sleeps in his bed more than 3 nights a week
squishedlizard: No. Not at all. I thought it'd be fun. It means a lot to me to go shopping and get sushi with you guys. Or it did, anyway.
squishedlizard: I like shopping. I like the two of you guys. So! Put the two together, and throw KD into the mix, and it sounds like a great fucking time.
squishedlizard: But if the two of you are just going to be PMS-ing little bitches about it and reading implications into things and into what I really mean, it doesn't fucking matter.
squishedlizard: Actually, it doesn't matter anyway, cause we ain't going.
squishedlizard: I wanted to go shopping with the two of you. I like you guys. I care about you guys. I also wanted to go with KD. That too would be fun. On top of that, I wanted to get sushi, but all of this is seemingly irrelevant, so fuck it.
squishedlizard: I'm going shopping with KD alone, and because of all the shit that you two are reading into this, and you're assuming what I want, (which, by the way, you're wrong of) the two of you can go fuck yourselves.
squishedlizard: I do think he's anti-social. He's right about that. I think he's anti social, clinically depressed, and dangerously introverted, but that's the way he is, and he's been this way as long as I've known him. Half the time when I say shit like that, I'm just joking around and just giving him shit.
squishedlizard: But if what I say, and what I do when I'm bullshitting is going to be a fucking issue, I'm just going to keep my goddamn mouth shut.
squishedlizard: And oddly enough, I'm upset about all this I'm in tears right now, and KD is on her way over, and I didn't want to be crying in front of her.
squishedlizard: So I have to go.
squishedlizard: I'm sorry the two of you assume I'm just a big whore and all I want you to do is slut around.

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